Friday, July 6, 2012

Not Physical, But..

Become overly familiar with no
Squash dreams, on purpose
Deny brilliance
Say “It’s not possible!”
Become renowned for your non-listening skills
Assume you now best always
Fall to acknowledge the consequences of your actions
Doubt love, loyalty, or both
Act like effort makes no difference,
if the outcome is not a victory.



Thursday, July 5, 2012

Allergy Awakening

From January 22, 2002
until nearly April of that year
I bruised, blistered, and bled.

The price of speaking truth to power
or in this precise case the World Economic Forum.
I brushed off the goo, they sprayed
and kept on shouting.

Later that day severe sudden attack
of the hives medicine almost
always kept hidden
caused me to request someone inject
me with the epinephrine I always carried,
for the first time, ever.

I didn’t know that
that would become
what I would see
as an easy day
in the following weeks
when my skin fell off
in horrible burning, itching chunks.

No matter what they pumped me
full of in crazier and crazier doses
beyond body weight recommendations,
it was unrelenting, unblinking
until a kindly Indian doctor
who didn’t even have citizenship,
told me to drink one glass of water per hour
after taking enough prednisone
to choke a goat.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Meditations on Independence Day

Never being anyone’s idea


of a chemistry maven


my brain misfires


when I attempt to discern


what morphs fireworks


from some prepubescent mad scientist’s


experimental wet dream


into burning stars.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Sought Not Located

This house my body;

this house my house-

both had needs unmet/goals unfulfilled

this Sabbath.



After night that ran late

in search of muse that

was continually absent

and has been so for more

weeks than I’d like to remember.



I slept after the day,

missing brunch the body/tongue

planned to enjoy in hopes

of stimulating palate

and imagination.



But pointless 4:30

in the morning waiting,

leads me to nothing gained.



Instead this day

is spent housebound

with no illness to blame

my new found laze on.



This body waits for my soul

to find new inspiration

inside these walls,

with this machine,

to make new worlds

to share with others

I value.



Instead of pointless

cable TV staring

without feeding

desire/fascination/hunger.

Not me...

(July Poem a day, based around the word hircine)

I’m not hircine.

One of my friends can’t

help, but giggle

practically to the point

of guffawing

when I tell her,

most times I’d

prefer strawberries and cream

to a pointless one night stand.



She apparently

feels the need to have

upwards of three orgasms

a week, all via masturbation

as far as I can tell.



She doesn’t comprehend

when I tell her that

just doesn’t work

for me

and I wouldn’t want it to.

Monday, July 2, 2012

A Cat, Observed

(July Poem a Day #2 Theme: That's when I gave him/her my________)

My housemate’s tiny Calico cat

named, unfortunately, after

Trademarked brand of fastening type,

steps between the fruit my assistant

absently placed in the window without

recognizing how often duo of kitty roommates

seek that window in search of uncirculated air.



She walks with grace

that any en pointe prima ballerina

would envy; careful not

to place filthy feline feet

on my food.



That’s when I gave her my praise

via poetry and plan on

buying her a new toy.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Via Facebook

Robert Lee Brewers Poem a Day challenge started today. This is day 1 prompt. Write a communication poem. The communication could be dialogue between two (or more people); a postcard correspondence; a letter; a voicemail; a text message; a series of tweets; or whatever. Heck, I guess a poem is a form of communication.

Hey Cuz..How r u doing?
How r u doing

He repeats,
in a mere 60 seconds
as if word finding
and not typing speed
were still the issue.

much better, was allergic to a drug?
they didn't listen to me,
because was in a chair,
stupid doc,
not my real one.

I say.

Ok.
He replies.
I can almost see the smile
across the miles.
Be careful
and definitely take care
of your allergic self.
You are in a chair,
but definitely one of the smartest
and kindest people I know.
Next time just call your mom.
Over bearing I am sure

and got your back 100% of the time.

I smile, too, reply.
I could barely talk and hurt
and was anxious and crying
all the time. so not me.
I honestly {would} rather have seizures
once a year
(apparently I do this
every 3 or 4 years,
no one knows why)
than ever, ever take that drug again.